that was a pretty intense raptor game at miami with alonzo comin' back from illness for majority of the season ;) they hadn't beaten the heat at home since 1996! damn that's a long time! a rare win that definitely won't happen for awhile.. heh old man curry had a pretty good game. he's been shootin' well off the bench lately. stupid davis got kicked out on double technical. what is that?? gettin' tired of him. so what he was on the all star game. he's so inconsistent. the junkyard dog jerome williams is just hilarious. he brings so much life on the team. and keon clark ooh baby ( even tho he was fouled out today.. i still luv u ) !
anyway.. enuff about the game. i've been thinking today.. i've been told a few times that there aren't a lot of girls like me. girls like emily? what's so different about me? not much really. girls like me who play video games, play sports, open up a can of whoopass at pool or snooker, watchin' the game on tv, just chillin' with the boyz.. aren't there girls like that? i would think so. but from what i'm told, i guess not. my mom calls me a "lam yun por" (translation: tomboy) i guess there is some truth to it. i'm definitely not man-ish, but i'm not exactly girly either. it's a good things i don't have a thing for cars! i'd swear i'd have to start peeing standing up and scratching my crotch. ^^ another thing is i've always had more guy friends then girls. i have maybe 2-3 close girl friends from highschool and then there are my UW girls that i met last year. but other than that, i have more close guy friends. usually being the only girl in a group of guys, or sometimes they'd invite some hoochies but i'd be excluded from them anyway. i never grew up with one big group of close girl friends that most girls had. you know, the ones that had sleepovers, makeovers, girl talks, boy talks, and pigouts together. i just seem to get a long better with members of the opposite sex. probably because i guess my big sister never gave me the time of day when i was little. never taught me about make up, clothes, and boys. instead i just wrestled and played video games with my brothers. i've been told it's a good thing, but is it really? do guys find that attractive? would i become the "girl next door" or just another "one-of-the-guys" kinda gal that i often end up as. some actually found it intimidating especially havin' so many guy friends. hurt me, and i just say the word and there'll be some peeps ready to kick some ass. =P luckily that hasn't had to happen... yet. ^^ u can see where i'm coming from. even the way i dress. my usual outfit.. v-neck jeans and always running shoes. not to mention choosing a career that is mostly dominated by men ( which would sound good, but trust me ladies, cs geeks galore heh ). oh well, it's me. this is how i am! so suck it.
*i know u girls are jealous* ;) j/j
posted by Emily @ 11:53 p.m.
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