a week of school has passed. you don't know how damn boring it is here. but we should enjoy this time while we can. it's gonna be a damn killer term. and it only gets worse from here. 2 and half more years left of this crap. all this for what? a piece of paper? i dunno. there was this dude i met at my company during work term. he's pretty much got it set. programming is his life. he will probably be making more money then i ever will. and he has never stepped foot in university. and the state that the economy is in right now is not helping reassure me either. i am really freaked out about not being placed in september. sure i am in 2nd year. but, i really don't have any real programming experience, so who the hell is going to hire me? and a resume can only get me so far, it all comes down to the interview. and boy do i suck ass when i'm sitting in the hot seat. i turn bright hot red and i stutter more than "sai sai lup". friggen what am i good for. i have no ambition. no motivation. i wish i was smarter. i wish... i wish smart people could transfer knowledge through the palms of their hands into my head like those whack chinese kungfu movies so i would never have to study this crap again.
posted by Emily @ 11:05 p.m.
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