as of late, i've been thinking so much about Christianity, the people, and my life. discussions that have made my mind go a mile a minute. what me and my best friend had been through together. the discouraging experiences we've had all these years. and how much we want to get back to Him. i would rather be a complete athiest then a hypocritical Christian. why are there so many rules? what if they are wrong? doing good things alone doesn't get you into heaven. shouldn't it be what's inside your heart? God knows everything.
why does it have to be so hard? and so complicated? it shouldn't be. and it's not. i only make it so.
i have so many questions. so many fears.
i am glad i do not have to go through this alone.
i'm just one big jumbo ball of emotion right now.
posted by Emily @ 8:51 p.m.
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