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since blogger hasn't been publishing my posts since Friday, this will probably publish three posts at one time.

something i've noticed. i think i've changed a lot during work term. it was all about 'ME' time, since a good number of my close friends were away and in school. a lot of time was spent by myself. a lot of down time, thinking, and wallowing. and when school started in May, it was a big transition . all of a sudden i'm surrounded by school friends and acquaintances 24/7 in 'Loo. i think i may have stepped on a few peoples toes without realizing it until i'm actually walking on thin ice. with all that time alone i've become more selfish, ignorant, and inconsiderate ( not that i deny that i wasn't before heh. but now it's even more so ) i don't know what's come over me. but i know that if i would like to keep this 2B school term a pleasant 4 months, i've got to start using my head more. "yong lay ga Lo, la..." i'm sorry if i nipped ya.

i've done a lot of reminiscing the past few days. just thinking back to highschool and even elementary school. a lof of interesting memories. you can stop reading now if you don't to want to bother boring yourself with my nonsense. it all started when i serving dinner at WCRi on thursday. this dude comes to get his food and he looks so familiar. well not familiar but, he had features that were very familiar to me. i checked off his name. and once again, he had a similar last name. could it be a brother? cousin? hehe.. to whom you ask? my elementary school ( kindergarten ) crush. *blush* haha.. yes.. in kindergarten. i remember one time during play time. we climbed on top of the slide platform, i'd pretend to be the ( err blind? ) princess and he was my prince! *gay yes?* and i would pretend to fall down the slide and he'd grab me and rescue me. AHahah.. c'mon.. i was only what.. 4 years old? =P anyway, we grew up in the same school until highschool and i never saw him again. he was still quite the hottie ;) looked like brandon lee. puahah.. now if only i would gather enough courage to ask him if he's related. he probably thinks i'm a freak ass since i stared at him for awhile while shoveling some nasty ass swedish meatballs on to his plate.

another thing i remember, back in elementary school. i was part of the track and field team. standing long jump. ahah.. yes as dry a sport as it is. but i actually did well in it! i got first place at this one meet and i got a blue ribbon! yay! but no standing on podiums or anything, that was for the big birchmount meets. and there, i met bertha. HAHa. ok ok, so her name wasn't bertha, but she seemed gigantore. well anyone was gigantore to me since i was, what, 4 feet tall? anyway. i got second place =( cause of bertha but even second place deserves to stand on the big podium where everyone cheered for you when they called your name. something that i could only dream of at 9 years old like i was a superstar in front of my fans. sadly, my 15 secs of glory was distinguished due to rain. *sniff* and i was given my crappy 2nd place ribbon when i returned to school.

posted by Emily @ 10:49 p.m.