yay so it IS TRUE!!! =P wuhoo l'arC!!
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Thursday, June 28, 2001
Wednesday, June 27, 2001
my bestfriend, jay came to visit me last night. i hadn't seen her in so long and it was so good to see her again. i've been stuck here forever and it was just great to see a face that's not from waterloo. and to catch up on the latest gossip ;) and just making time to chill with her even tho time is tight and lots of work to do. but it just made everything better. =) thanks jay! you're the best.
Tuesday, June 26, 2001
frig.. i don't think i've ever been this sick during summer EVER.. =( bad enough i had a fever.. bad enough i got a cough that is so stubborn it feels like i have a chicken bone permanetly lodged in there with a constant itch in my throat that has made my abs seem a lil tighter.. and then i had to start getting cold symptons.. and to top it all off... PINK EYE in my left eye.. frig. i can't wait to go home.
Friday, June 22, 2001
i have been awake for more than 27 hrs.. this damn cough has kept me up all night =( and yet i'm still bouncing off the walls. must be the sugar high from the ricola and halls i've been living off of. anyway.. here's something we scanned today.. joan's first sticker card picture *they're deprived of sticker picture machines back in ottawa! * . haha. cove seems to be transforming in to lovegety. ^^ click for the enlarged version.
Thursday, June 21, 2001
Yo this is so wicked!!!! check this out!!!! copy and paste the URL below into your browser cuz for some reason it won't let me link it...
says here that my fave Japanese Rock group L'Arc~en~ciel are gonna sing the ending theme song to FINAL FANTASY! that's SO AWESOME!!! ( but what's up with his hair in that pic?? wah... ) well.. still not certain if this is real.. still.. wow!! hehe.. just this past may they released their album to the states! yay! i hope they become popular here so i can go to their concert! ;) *anyway.. stop rolling your eyes @ me.. i know who you are.. just let me BE*
update: still sick.. frig.. who the hell gets a fever in the middle of summer?
Sunday, June 17, 2001
Saturday, June 16, 2001
*yawn*.. just came back.. i bought new shoes! woo woo!!! DKNY baby blue shoes.. SwEeeeeeet. tomb raider was... alrite.. kind of got tired of her fake british accent 15 minutes into the movie. haha.. and... were her jumblies always that big and pointy? haha.. bah.. that movie was too hyped up. but jolie is.. mm.. don't take this the wrong way.. yummy. ( i'm no lesbo! ) it is a fact that girls do check out girls too ya know! it don't mean i'm any less hetero. i remember watching one of her old movies way back, hackers. cool movie. she had short boy cut hair.. looked goood. ^^ anyway.. so many summer movies.. saw the trailer for kiss of the dragon starring JET LI!! gotta watch dat!!!! and planet of the apes!! * mark wahlberg =P~ * and final fantasy!
anyway, joan gave me a mathnews article to read. something that was sooooo true. it categorized the boyz of the math faculty into 9 types. mind you, 8 of which were undateable. there were the ugly/smelly geeks ( oh man.. plenty of those.. ), the genital-size-fixated geek ( the ones who brag about the size of their processors, pay cheques, etc.. probably to compensate for -... ), the arrogant geek, the indeterminate-sexuality geek, the shy/confused geek, the overworked geek, the frat-boy geek, the comfy lounge geek, and the decent geek ( the one and only "dateable" category which seems almost non-existent in the MC building.. ). notice something similar about all these categories? "GEEK"?? UGH...
anyway.. gonna go model my shoes now ;) damn.. it's a friggen sauna in here...
Friday, June 15, 2001
just came back from my interview... DAMN Friggen hot... wore a skirt, 3 inch heels ( my poor feet ), a tank top and a dress shirt. was "boot-ilicious".. haha.. the comments of two engineers as i walked pass EL. hrmmm.. ;) haha.. i guess they like skin-and-bones asses huh? that deprived.. puahah.. anyway.. i think my interview went well. i was totally not qualified for it. i was going up against 4A and 3A comp eng's and system d's. craziness. but oh well! crossing my fingers! saw kris at needles! haven't seen him since work term and it was good chatting with him again. anyway.. time to head out. watching tomb raider ;) ... now that is booty.
Thursday, June 14, 2001
just got our midterms back... eh.. they were ok i guess.. just that one damn course that i keep on bombing.. frig.. bombed the assignments.. might as well bomb the midterm as well? no use trying to do well now, strive for a passing mark! haha.. ya right.. blah.. oh well.. i guess this is the only way to motivate me to work harder. but it's ok. it's only school. right?? don't worry joan!! we can buy some ice cream, bbt, and whatever junk food we can find at plaza and watch shrek again ! *tink happy tawts of teru* ;)
Tuesday, June 12, 2001
do i look like a fudge packer? 'cause i think i've just been gang-banged up the ass...
oh well.. atleast no more midterms for a little while.
so depressing. why bother studying? when we're just gonna do horrible anyway... this isn't how it's supposed to be aren't you supposed to do well when you study? way-ta crush our confidence...
Saturday, June 09, 2001
okie.. so i'm weak...
damnit.. i didn't feel like studyin!!! i was so exhausted... (HAHA.. and so i go to summerfest ^^ ) there weren't as many people as i expected. and surprisingly i didn't get too drunk considering i only had 2 oreo cookies for dinner. but it was still lots of fun! it was mostly white people. guess all the asians hit up rev. me, jen and joan got all hooched up for it ;) i wore a nice shiny red low cut halter *evil grin* and a nice sheery skirt! yup! me in a short lil skirt! can you imagine?? jen and i wore skirts and joan wore a summerdress! ( whipe them mouths, boys! ) =P~ we were kinda overdressed compared to some white chix we saw while walking there.. but who cares.. we were dayamn sexy. we took pictures so once we get them developed i'll try to scan them. anyway.. ugh.. time to face the consequences of procrastination. gotta do some hardcore cramming for 2 midterms. one on monday and one on tuesday. but first, need to fill my tummy with some pho's...
Friday, June 08, 2001
frig i'm so tired... had two midterms today...
all that studying, and for what? so i can come out of the exam disapointed anyway? the ultimate confidence killer. getting more and more freaked as my access reponses slowly fill up with "NO's". each one like a slap in the face. i need a job damnit! i feel so drained after, what... just over a month of school? i'm doing so crap. leaving the exam room we ( jen, joan, age, and i ) don't even discuss it. hearing about answers and "how'd you do this and that" only makes it more depressing. mango milk slushies from timeless *yummy* and watching shrek on my computer took our minds off of it for few hours. but come weekend, it's back to studying hardcore. *sigh*. damn all you going to summerfest...
Sunday, June 03, 2001
Finally got around to watching Snatch on my computer last night while eating a whole basket of strawberries and a can of whipcream. mmm.. YuMmmy. joan and i needed a night ( or two =P ) to relax before school really really hit us in the next 2 weeks. was a pretty good movie considering the last few min of the movie was cut off ( damn bootlegs.. ) and we couldn't understand what brad pitt was saying for most of the movie. but DAYAMNNN he's hot ;) =P~
joan and i had another one of those late night talk-till-the-sun-comes-up chats again last night ;) the usual topic ( of course ) : guys, guys, guys, what'll it be like in 5 years when people start pairing off and getting married, and love. i swear that we are so guy deprived that we've almost come to believe that we are incapable of love. it's already hard enough for us to really really like someone, let alone love them. for some odd reason we lose interest pretty quickly. either that or it takes us forever to finally decide and take the next step. i know a large part of it is due to our fear of being so vulnerable. when you like someone, you put your heart into it, and you put yourself in a position where they can really hurt you. when they go away, it hurts you that you can't see them and you miss them. i don't think i've ever really felt close to that. 'cept for when two of my very good friends went away to school. saying goodbye was one of the hardest things i had to do ( even tho i knew there would be some weekends where we'd all be back in T.O. ). i missed them so much it hurt.
i feel so isolated from the world. looking at my schedule i won't be able to visit home until Canada Day long weekend. it's summer, almost everyone is back home. hanging out together again. and having fun. while i'm stuck here. my bestfriend and another close friend away at western. and everyone else back home. i don't even know what's going on in their lives anymore.
i feel like i'm in prison.
Friday, June 01, 2001
frig.. i thought this week and the next week were bad. check this out.....
june 11th - 16th
Monday
Music100 midtermTuesday
Actsc221 assignmentWednesday
CS240 midterm
Stat230 QuizThursday
CS246 Java Programming and Written AssignmentFriday
Music100 Web Assignment
@#$%^%@#$^$#%$#@!!........ i don't know how much of this i can take. 3 more months of hell. nervous breakdowns every week.
gonna need to stock up on some cucumbers...

